Whenever I start showing symptoms of higher intelligence, I slowly lose this ability over a short period of time and lose it instantly when I stop trying to keep up with the act. I must keep indulging myself in philosophical questions within my mind for hours on end if I want to keep that ability up, and after a short amount of time, I lose it all, and even forget the things that I so deeply engage myself with, almost as if they never existed at all. It seems, based on those simple observations, that there is a huge barrier to prolonged intellectual activity within my mind, that I can hardly escape from.