I smoked weed for the first time in 5 years about 3 months ago, and it filled me with creative energy that caused me to write some letters to myself and old frens. Also long essays in .txt files on my PC. Anyway, I've been smoking weed every day since then, and I'm pretty much braindead. Always tired, always lazy. House is a mess. All I can do is watch YouTube and lurk kc.

You had an affair with a married woman too huh

>>25650056 no, i dont write letters

no but one time i saw a little girl crying in the park because she had lost her doll. i helped her look for it but we couldn't find it, so i told her not to worry, and to come back tomorrow, and we would look again. the next day, when i saw her, i gave her a letter written by the "doll" which said she was going on and adventure to see the world, and apologizing for leaving her so suddenly. for the next 2 years the little girl received letters from the doll telling her of her adventures across the world. finally the little girl received a letter from the doll saying that after all of her travels, she was finally returning to her. i went to the store and bought a new doll for the girl, and when i gave it to her, she said "this doesn't look anything like my doll!". i told her that her doll's last adventure was fighting the russians in ukraine, and that she had been blown to bits by a mortar round. but, the spirit which had inhabited that doll had survived and now inhabited this doll. the end.

>I have written private letters to myself this sounds kinda narcissistic

>>25650100 or just egocentric

>>25650091 That's so fucking creepy if true. The parents should have called the cops on you. You should also have a restraining order around children

>>25650100 I just write them because it is better to leave a legacy, however mediocre it is, than be forgotten by the cold and dark winds of time

I finished writing a letter for today. I do not expect to show them to anyone and in fact, I expect my descendants (if I ever have them) to find them. Or else I will read them in 2080.

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Do you also post the letters to yourself to enjoy getting letters in the mail?

I wrote a letter to my childhood crush when I was going to see her for the first time after Uni. But I fucking forgot to give her the letter and now it's sitting inside a folder underneath my bed. I never saw her after that though, our last interaction was a kiss before she left.

>>25655705 Postal Service is basically dead, except for packaging delviery, which is managed by several private companies.