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8 weeks and 3 days sober Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:48:31 GMT No. 25638961 [Kohl] [Report thread]
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Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:49:43 GMT No. 25638967 >>25638974
post belly
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:50:30 GMT No. 25638972
slabo?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:50:34 GMT No. 25638973 >>25638979
Sober from: - Recreational screen - Drugs - Pills - Alcohol - Caffeine
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:50:37 GMT No. 25638974 >>25638977
>>25638967 Went from 98kg to 101kg because I stayed inside most of the time, didn't work and ate out of boredom.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:50:54 GMT No. 25638977 >>25638983
>>25638974 post belly
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:51:09 GMT No. 25638979 >>25638994
>>25638973 I drink a lot of energy drinks because they are tasty,, but no coffee. No drugs and don't know whats a recreational screen
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:51:29 GMT No. 25638983
>>25638977 maybe tomorrow.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:52:45 GMT No. 25638994 >>25639001
>>25638979 Recreational screen is video games, doomscrolling, binge watching series e.t.c.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:53:33 GMT No. 25639001 >>25639006
>>25638994 Those are good. But if you do it in moderation, if you like some series its nothing wrong to binge watch them on a weekend.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:53:55 GMT No. 25639006 >>25639022
>>25639001 When was your last beer?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:55:48 GMT No. 25639022 >>25639039
>>25639006 I drank 2 beers and 100grams of vodka a few days Just to. I was sober for 1.5months completely So I bought a little bit, didnt drink more. I also throw away half can because I wanted to go home already and was feeling good neough. Result : Everything ok and returned to work next day.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:56:42 GMT No. 25639039 >>25639049
>>25639022 You will have a night of lizards within the next 14 days. Screencap this post.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 20:57:53 GMT No. 25639049 >>25639083
>>25639039 You said the same 2 months ago. This is why I drank, the people were saying that I will break and as soon as i taste a little bit of alcohol it will spirale into weeks of binge drinking and night of the lizards. You failed.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:00:14 GMT No. 25639083 >>25639099
>>25639049 I told you you would drink again. You did. I was right again and you're still a drunk hobo. See where this is going? You can't destroy anyone but yourself. You're such a loser you run away like a little girl instead of telling people to fuck off and just walking out in a chill mood.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:01:02 GMT No. 25639095
im getting so tired of you retards
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:01:20 GMT No. 25639099 >>25639117 >>25639127 >>25639137
>>25639083 You've been trying to destroy for months now and keep failing. An unnoticed escape is a much bigger "telling to fuck off" than showing any kind of anger.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:02:54 GMT No. 25639117
>>25639099 I never try to destroy. You're destroying yourself each and every day, Audrius. I could never be the destroyer you are.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:03:33 GMT No. 25639127 >>25639135
>>25639099 P.S because i left unnotice they didnt make me clock out, they also could beg me to stay untill end of the shift, but i didn't. I left early and on the platform it says the shift is finished. Not only i wont get a red thing which you can only have 3 max but itt says 2 shifts completed even though i only did 2 hours on 2nd shift. So they will pay full hours. Dealt with trash as I should.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:04:30 GMT No. 25639135
>>25639127 What is a "red thing"?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:04:43 GMT No. 25639137 >>25639145
>>>25639099 You've been destroying and crying since last summer, I'v'e seen your thread and most of you incel neets here, I remember when I went from homeless to having a new peugeot in Germany you were all so buttlbasted every single post of you was jealousy, calling me a subhuan when i was travelling stuttgart or frankfurt and all the replies werre SAGE and similar, lmao. Then you also argued that i will get scammed of all my money because slave trade agencies are all scammers :DDDD
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:05:16 GMT No. 25639145 >>25639171
>>25639137 Do you have a Peugeot right now? Do you have a job right now?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:07:56 GMT No. 25639171 >>25639184
>>25639145 No, It was a temporar travel, and I didn't care about that peugeot, in fact it was a not good thing, i didnt expect to be the driver by the way they formulated everything, but since i saw you all being jealous and similar, i stared being more obnoxious to pour more salt on your scars, I didnt need those extra responsibilities, and i knew i was going to germany temporarily because Netherlands was my main destination. >Do you have a job right now? Yes, I still use the same workis platform that gives me different jobs, i did 2 days now, 2 earlier and i will do like 3 more in the next 2 weeks before I leave to where I already have another job ready in another country.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:09:30 GMT No. 25639184 >>25639209
>>25639171 >I didn't care about that peugeot You do care. That's why you keep bringing it up when you know you have nothing left to show for. >I still use the same workis platform that gives me different jobs, i did 2 days now, 2 earlier and i will do like 3 more in the next 2 weeks You're everyone's bitch.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:11:39 GMT No. 25639206
You want to impress people but there's absolutely nothing impressionable about you.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:11:44 GMT No. 25639209 >>25639227
>>25639184 No I don't, I told the other 2 agencies that I dont have B category license because i didn't wanna drive people to work again, I couldnt even drink in stutgart or frankfurt and the night trips were nothing special. I just like to be Right. I saw jealousy and people sinning in my threads after I posted the peugeot first time and decided that they need to be punished, So I kept talking about it, to teach them a lesson.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:13:09 GMT No. 25639227 >>25639240
>>25639209 P.S Nobody wants to drive those rental cars there, 2 of my housemates had driver license too but i was the driver. If you paid me money I could go and find my old logs on discord where I was actually complaining about receiving too many responsibilities and hating the car, was one of the reasons why i left a little bit earlier, could have stayed for 2 more weeks.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:15:11 GMT No. 25639240 >>25639249
>>25639227 And now you're back to begging because you're broke. Loser.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:15:39 GMT No. 25639249 >>25639282
>>25639240 I'm not begging I have enough money just for what I needed, and I can allow myself to not work and just play runescape untill my doctor appointments are finished.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:18:05 GMT No. 25639282 >>25639293
>>25639249 Do something funny
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:18:24 GMT No. 25639285
Over 20 weeks sober ama
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:19:52 GMT No. 25639293 >>25639300
>>25639282 I never did anything "funny" for money. I received all my donations by asking if I can have money for beer and telling that i wont give back because i dont have a job. It worked.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:20:23 GMT No. 25639300 >>25639323
>>25639293 Hobo
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:23:13 GMT No. 25639323 >>25639346
>>25639300 Your life is absolute trash, you just don't talk about it. We can all remember how angry everyone was when I had jobs in Netherlands, Cars in Germany Especially the thread of driving to Stuttgart which received like 15 sages and alot of insults. I might drink alot but my memory is good and i will point it out every time again and again. And then you get jealous about anything because you're all crybaby incels who were spoonfed and received everything on a golden plate but still cry about everything all the time meanwhile I stay positive even as a homeless person sleeping in bushes.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:25:32 GMT No. 25639346 >>25639357 >>25639372
>>25639323 People insult you because you're a drunk good-for-nothing hobo. There's no anger towards you. You destroying yourself is more than enough punishment.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:26:49 GMT No. 25639357 >>25639379
>>25639346 It's just Jealousy, it's very basic psychology, very straightforward. You know it yourself just choose to run away from your problems.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:27:59 GMT No. 25639372 >>25639382
>>25639346 You were even told the same by others here and they bullied you for it.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:28:44 GMT No. 25639379 >>25639416
>>25639357 Why would anyone with a good paying job and roof over his head be jealous of someone who's shaking from withdrawals and gets his socks and phone stolen while sleeping in the streets? There's absolutely nothing people could possibly be jealous about.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:28:58 GMT No. 25639382
>>25639372 Alcoholic delusions
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:32:33 GMT No. 25639416 >>25639427
>>25639379 You don't have a job, you post on KC all the time and bragged about how good it is to receive 400euros/mmonth doing nohting in Germany. You were jealous that I stay positive and can survive on the streets and return to having a good job quite fast. You were especially jealous when I got a job and new car in Germany because you thought I'm not gonna quit or anything, even when I knew i'm there temporarily i was posting about how im buying things soon, just to keep pouring salt on your scars to make everyone even more jealous and angry. All you pathetic losers keep hoping for some bad shit to happen or thinking you can actually provoke me to drink and do something bad by replying in your cringe incel ways to my threads, Lmao. And even if something bad happens you can't calm yourselves or relax because I stay positive and find what to do even on streets.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:33:36 GMT No. 25639427 >>25639475
>>25639416 How is Alice btw?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:38:55 GMT No. 25639475
>>25639427 Go ask her, I posted her twitter her a few weeks ago. I havent seen her since 2022
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:39:12 GMT No. 25639477 >>25639480
You should celebrate this somehow with an ice cold beer
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:39:55 GMT No. 25639480 >>25639511
>>25639477 On monday I get paid, I might buy something. 1 Beer so the kebab tastes better maybe.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:43:13 GMT No. 25639511 >>25639513
>>25639480 Watcha workin these days?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:43:34 GMT No. 25639513 >>25639522
>>25639511 ?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:45:22 GMT No. 25639522 >>25639528
>>25639513 What position do you currently occupy wihtin the working force?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:45:58 GMT No. 25639528 >>25639535 >>25639538
>>25639522 I do a day or two of warehouse stuff and not looking for a long-term job in Lithuania. Just fixing my teeth and nose
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:47:01 GMT No. 25639535 >>25639545
>>25639528 Whats wrong with your nose?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:47:19 GMT No. 25639538 >>25639550
>>25639528 You're jobless this moment because you ran away crying on second day of having to do actual work.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:48:35 GMT No. 25639545 >>25639552
>>25639535 Snoring, always feel atleast slightly stuffed, ears clogged might be related, they checked but sent me to another doctor on 27th said i might need surgery
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:49:21 GMT No. 25639550
>>25639538 I can apply for 1day shift on monday again, or even this weekend if I need to, still using that platform and there are few jobs to choose from. I'll check on sunday, Weekend is for runescape now.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:49:27 GMT No. 25639552 >>25639617
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>>25639545 >too retarded to breathe lmao
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:50:57 GMT No. 25639570
People are making fun of you Audrius: >>25638905
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:55:37 GMT No. 25639617 >>25639670 >>25639681
>>25639552 Why are you so mean to him?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 21:59:46 GMT No. 25639670
>>25639617 He's a nigger
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:01:21 GMT No. 25639681 >>25639688
>>25639617 I posted why, it's the incel who brags about 400euro/month welfare and posts on KC 20hours a day
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:02:19 GMT No. 25639688 >>25639695
>>25639681 I told you the money would be good for you not that I would ever live like a beggar.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:03:08 GMT No. 25639695 >>25639705
>>25639688 I have studied incels and losers on the internet for many years. You're easily predictable there are no secrets about you. Stereotypical incel anime watcher who posts on imageboards 20hours a day.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:04:29 GMT No. 25639705 >>25639712
>>25639695 >incel Wrong >anime watcher Wrong >posts on imageboards 20hours a day Wrong Don't pretend to have an IQ over 70. It doesn't work that way.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:05:10 GMT No. 25639712 >>25639725
>>25639705 I just came out of rehab a month ago. I was having serious philosophical discussions with my psychologist and they asked where do I have all these knowledge because I am like her who has a degree in mental health and psychology studies.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:05:58 GMT No. 25639725 >>25639731
>>25639712 >I just came out of rehab a month ago. <I drank 2 beers and 100grams of vodka a few days Just to. Loser.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:06:19 GMT No. 25639731 >>25639737
>>25639725 It was a month more when I decided to drink A beer.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:06:50 GMT No. 25639737 >>25639752
>>25639731 It is general knowledge that you have to stay for 1month 100% clean after stopping, and in my case because i drank even more than other alcoholics - 6 weeks. Later it's healthier to drink a little bit to not drink at all.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:08:07 GMT No. 25639752 >>25639790
>>25639737 Alcoholic cope. You failed and got drunk.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:11:27 GMT No. 25639790 >>25639811
>>25639752 I didn't fail. I was daydreaming about buying booze some day everyday since i entered rehab and finally I did it.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:13:05 GMT No. 25639811 >>25639827
>>25639790 That's failing. You gave in to your addiction because you're weak. So weak you have to run away instead of quitting. You can't look people in their eyes because you would see their disgust.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:15:48 GMT No. 25639827 >>25639856
>>25639811 I never accepted such a thing that you are addicted. When I went to rehab I knew that I will drink. And I told everyone which is why i was really hated there.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:20:56 GMT No. 25639856 >>25639858
>>25639827 Cheers to you! I'm drunk and happy right now :^)
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:21:12 GMT No. 25639858 >>25639865
>>25639856 ENjoy
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:21:54 GMT No. 25639865 >>25639887
>>25639858 I am. Listening to Russian rap
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:24:53 GMT No. 25639887 >>25639890
>>25639865 I am gonna drink on monday, Alone on bench no music or phone. Got to think about some stuff.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:25:12 GMT No. 25639890 >>25639897
>>25639887 What will you think about?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:25:34 GMT No. 25639897 >>25639925
>>25639890 Some important stuff. need to put things in places.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:26:25 GMT No. 25639903 >>25639916
Father is 20+ years sober. To this day he still says the thirst for alcohol is with him every day
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:28:09 GMT No. 25639916
>>25639903 Give him a Beer.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:29:44 GMT No. 25639925 >>25639930
>>25639897 What important stuff?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:30:13 GMT No. 25639930 >>25639939
>>25639925 Alot.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:31:41 GMT No. 25639939 >>25639945
>>25639930 Like how to grill rats if your plans don't work out and you're in the streets again?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:32:14 GMT No. 25639945 >>25639952
>>25639939 nah I watched alot of homeless tips from other homeless ppl living in cars and stuff.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:32:59 GMT No. 25639952 >>25639969
>>25639945 So what's there to think about?
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:35:13 GMT No. 25639969
>>25639952 Alot of things.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:45:45 GMT No. 25640039
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I'm only about 4 days more sober, except no cheating. I'm not a regular member of team lizard but this is really encouraging me not to fall into obvious traps.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:50:50 GMT No. 25640071 >>25640077
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You drank vodka though, I remember that thread I remember it all
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:51:27 GMT No. 25640077
>>25640071 that one time 10 days ago. it was 0.5 but i only drank like 0.4l Just to see.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:56:07 GMT No. 25640114 >>25640153
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>drinking 10 beers a day but it doesn't count, I'm sober
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 22:59:22 GMT No. 25640153 >>25640159
>>25640114 Yeah it does. Otherwise I'd be dry drunk 24/7 I had to drink to see if im still sober, The ones who taste a little bit and relapse and drink for weeks/months are still ill n matter how long they been sober for.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 23:00:04 GMT No. 25640159
>>25640153 It was a little bit hard, i was craving more and feeling weaker than before, last time i did this and was sober for like 6-7 weeks it was easier, but that time my parents kicked me out anyway, then i just continued.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 23:18:07 GMT No. 25640307 >>25640359
if you stop drinking you aren't a drunk anymore, unless you fight it constantly or start drinking and have elaborate explanations as to why source: me weeks are too early to be testing waters to see if you can handle it, hell, even being around people drinking socially and just drinking water is probably test enough.
Bernd Fri, 14 Mar 2025 23:26:07 GMT No. 25640359 >>25640604
>>25640307 Well I'm around people all the time, people message me on facebook about drinking, people drink on KC, on runescape chats, on discord. I drank to test how it goes, and its easier than after just 1 week but not too easy, still next day after that vodka was quite easy, and the last time it was 2 beers 100ml of vodka, could have bought more or somtehing, but i didnt and next day just went to work not feeling any hangover
Bernd Sat, 15 Mar 2025 00:02:14 GMT No. 25640604 >>25640653
>>25640359 that's way too much testing just stop
Bernd Sat, 15 Mar 2025 00:10:11 GMT No. 25640653 >>25640734
>>25640604 I am not drinking i only tested
Bernd Sat, 15 Mar 2025 00:27:37 GMT No. 25640734 >>25640744
>>25640653 a test is like having a cup of milk to see if it gives you the shits one beer might be a test, vodka is not, two days in a row is not just stop
Bernd Sat, 15 Mar 2025 00:30:05 GMT No. 25640744 >>25640747
>>25640734 I didnt drink 2 days in a row.
Bernd Sat, 15 Mar 2025 00:30:35 GMT No. 25640747 >>25640756
>>25640744 One was a vodka test to see if my hangover is bad, the other one was simply "some alcohol" 2 beers and 100grams vodka. and i didnt buy more and felt good next day
Bernd Sat, 15 Mar 2025 00:33:24 GMT No. 25640756 >>25640789
>>25640747 just stop
Bernd Sat, 15 Mar 2025 00:43:03 GMT No. 25640789
>>25640756 Stop what? Im not drinking
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