How do you feel about yourself when directly dealing with very attractive women, of your age or a bit younger, professional, powerful=sexually valuable women? I noticed I still feel and act like a little boy. I try to act cool and reserved, somewhat disinterested, but actually I feel fear and therefore try to pretend disinterest or being calm. I actually feel as inferior as when I was a schoolboy dealing with sexy teacherettes. I completely lack that attitude of being a "man", that is, being powerful and entitled to seduce and have sex with, "get", such women, I would never try, because I feel very, very inferior and out of their league, weak, not worthy. While I feel those women are very sexy and I would like to have sex with them very much, I wouldn't dare, can't dare to try because I fear them like my mother when I was a toddler, helpless, incompetent, afraid, weaker, inferior. I think that is wrong, "normal" men apparently have a self-image of power and being vastly superior to women, so they can easily "get" them and have sex. How is your emotional state towards real-life women? Are you also socially avoiding them, fleeing them, because you feel inferior to them?