I have to wear sunglasses so that people feel relax around me and act genuinely friendly like I'm a beautiful person. I think maybe my eyes gaze too intense and hostile. Last night after a work out I got fucked up and even at the stage where you feel animosity, paranoia, vulnerability, I was wearing sunglasses and a hat, so my face looked kinda handsome, I look fit, and gangster looking 20 something muslim dudes and niggers acted friendly toward me, even though i felt hostile af. just because sunglasses were hiding my gaze. but i hate hiding my eyes behind sunglasses because they also make you invisible and i need attention and love.