from talking to my pedobro, i found out that cp actually makes you MORE horny and MORE likely to rape a child in the past, i thought cp helped deradicalize you and not touch children. but in fact, it is a drug, and consuming it only helps against the withdrawal symptoms. my friend used to masturbate only once every 3-4 days before childporn, now he does it multiple times a day and cant stop talking or thinking about child sex. of course, this was a gradual process, normally there is an adaptation period after watching your first video, due to the shock factor, but then you adapt and become like that