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It very often feels like he does believe in Bernd. I let him down a lot. Lost my faith during my teens, regained some of it later, still have a great deal of doubts and don't listen to his commands but he always puts me back on my path. If there's a river in a couple of kilometers and I have no idea how to cross it, the moment I reach the river God has already built a bridge for me.
I don't believe much in biblical stuff. But I try to be a good person and I think he sees that. Ofc he also sees all the times I cursed him and didn't give a fuck but he's very merciful with me. I think he's either just being nice or I will have some contribution - be it direct or indirect - to a greater cause. That might be wishful thinking though.