>>25588638
i have contemplated the idea many times but i am terrified by the idea that the lady could laugh at me, or act in some way that could be considered equivalent to laughing at me.
im a real mess. oftentimes, i have to take a bit of time to work up the courage to send a message or make a phone call about very mundane things. i could certainly not work up the courage to go with a prostitute.
i'd have to call her, make an appointment, get there, and then god knows what. tell her im a virgin? tell her i literally dont know where im supposed to put my dick? it's just not feasible, i was not meant for this.