its so weird how my mind changes all the time, sometimes there are periods when i lose any interest to video games, porn and even imageboards and surfing the web (not completely, i still do it in the evenings but the interest is significantly reduced) and all i want is to just be outside every moment when i'm not asleep, just doing whatever, be it flying my drone, hiking, going to a bar, playing billiards or even just walking, and also in these periods i have a pretty huge desire to socialize, so i try to make friends or join activities etc. (it doesnt really work). during such periods when i accidentally see porn i'm kinda grossed out, like when you were a kid you could be grossed out by naked body or some shit like that, you know what i mean. such periods can last for up to several months. during such periods i fap very rarely and but i dont feel horny. then something snaps, and, just as suddenly as it started, it stops and i can sit at home, play vidya, fap to porn and browse the internet again. this is so weird, it freaks me out
Bernd
Sat, 01 Mar 2025 17:58:23 GMT
No. 25540466
now that i think of it, such periods more often than not fall onto the months of spring and summer, and in the fall and winter it usually snaps back
Bernd
Sat, 01 Mar 2025 18:52:24 GMT
No. 25540923
>>25540957
i forgot about the thread, but then remembered about it, but there are not posts. usually its the other way around - i forget about the thread, there are some posts (i dont know for sure, i have no way of knowing, but i am almost 100% sure) but i cant read them because when i come back the thread already 404'd. its like with everything in life, you cant win. it will fuck you one way or the other
Bernd
Sat, 01 Mar 2025 18:58:23 GMT
No. 25540957
>>25542574
>>25540923
I was gonna post about how you're lucky because I have low interest in things constantly. But then I realized I stay decently constantly horny so the overall feel is a little bit more unknown to me. Its like my entire life is the most exciting when exciting stuff is happening and usually its not. im masturbating and trying to have sex and im smoking weed and it feels like I'm always chasing a high. I've been thinking about getting on stimulants lately, but i don't like the side effects. Humft.
Bernd
Sat, 01 Mar 2025 18:58:55 GMT
No. 25540961
>>25542574
>its so weird how my mind changes all the time, sometimes there are periods
You're a woman now.
Bernd
Sat, 01 Mar 2025 20:44:37 GMT
No. 25541954
>>25542574
You have bipolar and SAD. Also your posts are annoying. There are meds for that, the bipolar and SADS. I can't do anything to make you more interesting.
Bernd
Sat, 01 Mar 2025 21:59:03 GMT
No. 25542574
>>25540961
i knew someone will turn it like that, but i didnt think of a way to write it without using the word period. well, i mean, i didnt think hard enough because frankly i didnt care that much about it
>>25540957
i wonder what it feels like to not have your hormone levels fluctuate a lot
>>25541954
what's SAD? i mean, i am sad all the time, yes, but i recon you mean something else
Bernd
Sat, 01 Mar 2025 20:46:05 GMT
No. 25541964