>>25464885
You can't. Listen kid, the longer you live the more you see why everyone dismisses suicidals. Its not out of hand, its the fact that you can be very safely sure they will never do it. You begin to appreciate how rare the true suicide actually is, and how unique and amazing of a person it was that accomplishes it. Its not you, just like its not you that will found a Fortune 500 company, or it is not you that will build a castle from jolly ranchers, or break some sporting record.
Suicide is amazing. The people who can accomplish it are the closest things to gods that we have. You are no god, sir.