Horseshit song btw I wanted to find the death in june song that uses a short excerpt from this but it was too much work to find

well, i tried to

>>25521050 I killed my grandfather He got sick after i visited him and died and my family blames me

Not since I was a child.

>>25521062 Statute of limitations is up Tell me why you did it

>>25521056 last time i tried to live with my father he went on some kind of schizo paranoid episode because i was sick with a throat infection and apparently passed it to him (we didnt know it was an infection at the time). he was talking loudly with his friends on the phone about how if he didnt send a message the next day, they should go after me (as if i intentionally poisoned him or something). i had to talk to him, calm him down and then he deleted the messages i wonder what having a normal father is like

I dont really feel any reaponsibility and my family was so rude about it i dont even feel sad about it Nobody even told me he was sick or dying until after he died they didnt text or call me I tried visiting and they wouldnt come to the door They just immediately started shunning me I showed up to visit my fucking mum comes out after having the police show up, tells me my grandfather is dead and now >nobody will help you She said nobody will help ypu now, what an evil cunt And then they start dumping all my things out on the lawn (clothes and stuff) and its not real for me at all because im actively schizophre ic so i actually think shapeshiftwrs replaced my family because wolf gang was after me - literally what i thought Then god tells me.my dad is in hell so i go visit him and hes dead too so now i think theyre going after my entire family and friends amd everyone has already been killed and replaced. And still today i cant properly mourn him because it was never real to me and i feel nothing regatding it I dont even think its fair to say i made him sick my mum had called the cops on him a few days ago when he threatened to kill himself if my family didnt help me Mum calls the cops on him to make him shut up >nobody will help you now Nice mother Never even told me he was sick u til he was dead I think the stress killed him.and he gave up the ghost

>>25521076 My father looked like a literal goblin and spent his days picking thrpugh garbage for cans to buy fentanyl

My grandfather threatened to kill himself if they wouldnt help me and then my mother called the cops on him to make him shut up because you arent allowed to threaten suicide They kick me out because im a hobo Then he fucking dies this man who literally died for me Very nice Im a fucking hobo so i made everyone sick Fuck off What am i a plague doctor

I've killed so many people that I don't even remember how many people I've killed but it's probably around seven thousand

>>25521119 your mother is evil

My grandparents live in like a 5 million dollar property they probably just want to make sure im not in the will or something My mother really is just evil Ugly as shit but still managed to cheat on her husband Garbage human Oh i remember her threatening to kill herself if he left too So you can do it cant ypu you fucking bitch Hypocrite Liar When my mother kicked me out of the house she lied so much to the social workers to justify herself Nobody wpuld believe anything i said

>>25521135 I think so too Did you know she used to be a funeral director and her job was to prepare the dead bodies You cant do a job like that unless youre fucked

>>25521132 I hope one day i can spawn a plague which rivals your high score

>>25521143 >>25521119 >>25521148 >>25521099 brutal

>>25521160 Its so ridiculous And all the time this death in june song keeps playing in my head >each man kills the one he loves Over and over again

Dadada dadadada

On a lighter note i found a torch at ubc today so thats based (pun intended)

Satan is taunting me These guys are satanists This is the song i think

>>25521143 What happened with your parents?

They just want me out of the will I dont even know if my grandmother is still alive im shunned and i can never go back because theyll call the cops I did nothing to deserve such treatment

>>25521204 My dad died and went to hell and my mother will die and go to hell a little later My mother hates me because i was skipping school when i was 15 and i didnt get a job when she told me to so she kicked me out of the house Like i think theres literally zero love between us. Why are parents in the west so eager to put their kids out of the house

Heres your reward bitch, im going to kill your father

Yeah

>>25521221 How did it feel?

I wouldn't be able to for various reasons

My life is so dramatic Theres a sense of unreality to things though, you know like when you eat mushrooms and then you know your life was REAL except the opposite I have ptsd >>25521260 What of hypothetically you only had to hug them😇

>>25521241 I didn't have time to process it right away. Weirdly enough, I didn't feel any guilt or anything really even long after it happened. The guy was hiding in his hole and was going to shoot at us. There's no room for interpretations or complex thoughts in it. He 100% deserved it, and I did nothing wrong.

>>25521262 I dont think youre supposed to feel anything its a hollywood creation People think they need to react like in movies but that means acting against their tau

>>25521262 How does it feel though to know that you were used as a pawn by the wealthy elite to play-act in their little drama production to the extent of forcing you to break the most important taboo our civilization has

>>25521275 >play-act in their little drama production Only a chronically online man could say something like that.

>>25521280 Everything i write disappears in a day anyway

>>25521286 Like tears in the rain?

>>25521290 Like shit down a toilet

I want to write a book

I want to write a book while im off my meds and on the meth