I moved on from kpop but you never moved on Just the same character Thats the difference between us

>>25519594 Pretty sure people from 10 years ago still stalk me whenever its possible and talk about me, Joined some shitty skiller discord from osrs, some people inside were there from 2015 they mentioned random shit about alice and came to another discord to talk about her, also got all my accs perm banned because they speak to Jmods and I was rwting and speaking about it in public xD

>>25519608 People talk about alice with you because thats all you talk about They dont care about you at all

>>25519612 Not really, only few incels on kc mention her, and on runescape it was only that old clan around 3 years ago, but i didnt speak to them except for a few days or something.

>>25519619 Have some self awareness Yourw doing the same thing over and over again for years now

>>25519619 btw i remember same losers troling on zelia when she was in the cc talking crap like "whats our opinion about the battle between you and alice for audrius' heart" Great days.

>>25519622 Go to my lithuanian discord, ask people who alice is, nobody will tell you. I mention her here because i have people talking about her in all of my threads. Literally, there was 1 uk person, 1 polish, German and swiss who post about her all the time. So I like trolling them and destroying, they get angry and i enjoy bullying them.

>>25519634 that thread isn't even dead, i can find you right now where random subhumans are mentioning her in my thread lol

I wonder how ugly Zelia is now, she got max experience in all skills on runescape, and she made an ironman account where she is going for max xp in all skills on it now too. she never quit and still wasting her life on runescape.

I have a disdain for alcoholics even though i used to drink a bottle of wine every day I just find alcohol boring now Thats the difference adrian, i get bored and move on but your little subhuman brain keeps spinning and spinning

and knowing I broke her heart she probably started eating alot, maybe even drank or did drugs, probably looks horrible now.

>>25519649 i am 6 weeks and 2 days sober

>>25519656 Good

>>25519658 Yeah but i still hope that all of the subhumans are doing are bad, the ones i knew, and i have to destroy them a little bit, sometimes, or atleast make sure they're doing bad.

>>25519671 Im unironically the kind of person who takes pleasure in thinking that most of my enemies will suffer in hell for eternity Im lucky i can believe something like this

>>25519679 Nah for me it's not that bad, lol. I just check on to see if they're doing bad, sometimes like every few years

poor girl i broke her heart and made her go for 200m xp in all skills on two accounts

>>25519775 Just stop

>>25519776 why

>>25519777 Youre embarassing yourself

>>25519780 I think she's the embarassment, having 200M xp in all skills, and almost 200M xp in all skills o a second account, a harder account (ironman)

>>25519781 I have disdain for mmo players but my disdain for you is greater still

>>25519788 imagine how fat and depressed she must be now.

>>25519788 mmo players are different, even runescape has many different communities i hang out with ex-convicts, alcoholics and drug addicts while there are complete incels and furries in another clan chat.

>>25519789 I dont care about her all i know about her is she probably doesnt think about you at all

>>25519794 And? She probably taught about me a few times in 10 years, she was so in love with me and i broke her heart. Look how she said "im on mobile brb" and she typed fast so i could see shes not on mobile LOL, and logged out at the same time with her friend who i was messaging since yesterday, weak attempts to destroy me, lmao.

>>25519799 she had to tell her friend to not speak to me and avoid me I made her re-feel the heartbreak once again

You sound like a real catch. Bet she misses you.

>>25519807 WHy would i miss her? She was nothing special, the only good thing about her was i could marry her and live in california with her or without her after some time. I had much better girlfriends on rs3 when i played it, for example Sara from Sweden,

>>25519812 Youre a hobo and you look like a pig What are you saying to decieve these women into liking you

>ex-girlfriend More like E-Girlfriend (male)

>>25519814 Lmao why would i want zelia to like me? I dont wanna move to america anymore, and she was ugly, and fat, even fattern ow because all she did was play runescape for 10 years and eat subways and mcdonalds.

Are you conversing with yourself again, Audrius? It's ironic how you, a homeless alcoholic, raises himself above a married gamer woman, because you feel rejected.

>>25519820 Youre delusional

>>25519820 I used to think you were trolling but now i realize that youre seriously mentally ill

>>25519821 Lmao, i was the one who rejected me, i also embarassed her and ruined her reputation in the clan she owned, she was very angry. She was not even top 5 back then and even alice was above in the list, there were alot of girls simping me back then. I spoke to Sara/Wildkitty the most on skype calls

>>25519831 who rejected her* xD

>>25519826 I'm gonna try get on my old skype account and find her pic, and show you logs of her eating mcdonalds everyday

>>25519831 Why are women simping you what do you say

>>25519840 Ypu should take olanzapine Its changed my life dramatically

Okay, the onion doesn't seem to be Audrius himself, but not fully convinced yet.

>>25519845 Its natural when you see someone act like a retard to think theyre doing it ironically or something right.

>>25519844 LMAOOOOO Imagine being jealous because i talked to a girl on skype from runescape, and from another country 10 years

>>25519851 Rate my face

>>25519856 which one is it? Looks zoomer. The one taking medications injections? Or the other one? or theyre oth the same Nah, the other one is not a zoomer hes been here for years

>>25519857 Its the guy who smokes meth hes been here since krautchan almost

>>25519860 the one who talks about basketball court to me?

>>25519861 I have never ever

>>25519863 the other one is also meth smoker, alcoholic and was homeless before

>>25519866 Thats just the same person Why am i multiple people in your head

>>25519869 He never used Onion.

So i look like a zoomer Well i am a zoomer

>>25519872 were you here 10 years ago?

>>25519871 Hes used an onion since his mobile data is recognized as a proxy and proxy balls dont get any replies

Ive been posting as an onion and a camada ball for like a fucking year Months arlt least

Rate my face Nobody will rate Its because you thought i wouldnt be so attractive Sorry but i was born with a 140 iq and a 10/10 face

>>25519885 cant see anything, no eyes

Summers in Vilnius must be amazing. At solstice on June 21, it doesn't get truly dark in the night. Temperatures seem good too, with summers not being truly hot and winters not extremely cold.

>>25519888 Not good for neeting, i like dark for neeting.

>>25519887 I made it obnoxious so that people couldnt repost it

>>25519894 The eyes are brown because im swiss and italian

Im the same age as natalia

Im lurking at the university rn Funny thing about the UBC is most of the students are chinese

>>25519906 who is natalia >>25519908 why are you at university

>>25519911 I lurk in the student nest here sometimes Just a place to sit I used to sleep in the transgender washroom in a dorm building they leave unlocked because nobpdy ever used it and there were 2 so even if someone did want to use it they could just fucking use it Ill just be a wallflower here until a chinky girl asks me out

>>25519911 Natalia is the polish female with the brpwn eyes

>>25519923 why dont you sleep at night shelter? Also does night shelter kick you out during the day? Is the university open all night and you can just hang around there as a homeless person?

>>25519929 I have a semi permanent bed at a nicer shelter I used to stay at a night shelter but the police helped me get a bed off of hastings street amd put me.on disability and did a bunch of things for me when i was waiting trial for theft and shit. Instead of punishing me they saved my life I will always look at rehabilitative justice differently now I love this country

>>25519929 I have a long track record of sleeping in public restrooms Usually fancy ones at hotels

>>25519941 can you walk into hotel lobby and go to the disabled hotel there and pass out on the floor? and nobody says anything even if you return every night? So you got disability and a room in a house now or something?

I was homeless from 15 to maybe 20 and then 25 to 28(now) My life literally cant get any worse in this country than it is now. I have a fucking gaming laptop This country is amazing

>>25519944 I have a bed in a dorm which is only open at night but they have wifi and a recreation room you can sit in all day so i just game on my laptop and post khc

>>25519944 They also do 3 meals a day

>>25519950 >>25519952 So thats nice, what about those hotel restrooms? nobody kick you out? Do you snore? You gonna work from there and do something or just stay there?

>>25519954 That was when i was a teenager Yeah they would kick me out. I would do dxm and pass the fuck out. One time i woke up with 2 laptops and have this memory of crawling around like the qualudes in wolf of wall street

>>25519954 I have a diagnosis of antisocial personality disorder now if that kind of thing matters to you

>>25519961 I got kicked out from everywhere when i was sleeping on streets Even next to a building, outside. Security came and said the people will come to work soon and i have to leave. Best was probably Bedford and just on the streets, there were homeless sleeping infront of shops at night, leave their blankets and everything when they wake up if they go somewhere, and nobody takes them.

>>25519964 Just that?

>>25519967 I fucking hate security guards Literally the sleep police NO SLEEPING! NO SITTING! NO STEALING! RIDICULOUS >>25519972 Schizoaffective too

>>25520003 no stealing is ok But no sleeping and no sitting is retarded I was at airport last time, came after a break and simply sat down and was not sleeping and i was not drunk, they told me to get out and i just walked around in circles because sitting in one place would have been too cold, i wandered around vilnius and found places where i could possibly sleep in the future, but i was leaving for belgium back then, found other homeless people standing inside a warmer place, so i found where people spend nights who dont have a home, i was thniking about it and realized that if i be homeless in city center it is much easier, there were alot of people and tourists at night and it wasnt even a friday or weekend, i'd ask them for money

>>25520012 actually i came up with a very good plan if i become homeless again how i would do things, where to charge phone, sleep and how to work to get money while homeless

>>25520014 I was just walking, thinking and checking places all night

>>25520016 Its important to have your wifi and power outlet places I always was bad at finding places to sleep That was why i used to use meth with my bro tyberg, he was like in his 20s and we would break into buildings and stay up all night for days Jib tek warriors we used to say He was a complete psychopath, he would kick down doors and snot on walls and shit His gf was a whore who he apparently raped as much as he wanted I could have fucked her but i dont think ive ever liked sex

>>25520016 I remember one time we got in a building by buzzing security and saying we were maintenance technicians and needed to pick up a file. Robbed the place

Most i ever stole was an envelope with like 500 dollars in it I kept it secret from him hehe

He would only snort meth because he said thats what the nazis did. He hated bubble.pipes because they looked like a cock My nose still bleeds because i fucked it up snorting meth when i was 15 16

I wonder how the fuck i met that guy

Meth isnt good anymore because of my meds im sure I always buy from a different person, its real meth, it just doesnt work I have a lot of nostalgia for meth

Dominic tyburg I wonder if hes still alive Probably still homeless at least

I was so autistic back then, i wonder why he helped me

>>25520034 I think im still bad at finding places to sleep, also ill get my nose fixed and stop snoring so if im homeless again in the future ill be better but if i tried harder i would find places to sleep, in lithuania its easier, because there are more abandoned buildings, but next time i become homeless i need to have money for a start when i was alone in bedford, the polish friend i met showed me places where he slept and i slept there later, i wasnt able to find my own places because my plan was different from his, and i just stayed with him in town centre because he liked it there.

>>25520065 Stairwells are a classic if you can get into buildings Do you carry a sleeping bag? I dont and i never will but if you have a backpack it might be worth making room for one Sleep is the most difficult thing when youre homeless

>>25520060 Polish friend had alot of money back then and he helped me because he was probably scared to sleep alone, sometimes he abandoned me because he used to go to park to talk to people, where I was hated and i went to my places to sleep a few times, further away from town center and it was better, and sometimes he called me on my phone when i was already sleeping there and told me to come "For something" but we just slept somewhere, homeless always told me that there has to be more than one person sleeping so its safer But I preferred alone, i met one lithuanian hobo in bedford who told me stuff, he was always alone and only talked a little bit at the day centre, he was often talking about nazis aliens and other conspiracies gave me money for alcohol once when he got alot he said 5pounds each from 3 diff people in just a few minutes He also told me one story when he was sleeping in lidl parking lot, and some drunk guys came to him to fight him and he pulled out knife and they ran away 1v3, he alway bragged about it to everyone

>>25520076 Yeah sleep was hard, i slept in car park stairway last month in UK when i was homeless, security guards come and wake me up at 7am, i had 2 sleeping bags that i always took to another place for the day, not far away, because security guys also clean the stairway and they would throw them out, so i kept them elsewhere. Not enough water and hard floor, i would sleep 3-4 hours per night maximum, wake up several times, sometimes local crackheads walk there, i'd wake up in the morning check the time, often had beers ready to feel better, take my sleeping bags to the other place, then drink the beers slowly to feel better, then go get more money for more beer, drink all day and go back to stairway

>>25520079 Yeah one time i was passed out someone took my cellphone, that happens if youre alone. I caught this one bitch a few months ago while i was psychotic looting some guy and the way she spoke about it teying to justify herself you could tell she was insane too Face tattoos and shit Its weird ive never seen her again there cant be very many unique people in this city but i never see the se person twice. When i was a teenagerni worried about rape too, one time this black guy started playing with my hair on the train and it was fucking scary

>>25520076 in UK winters dont get too cold and in bedford it seemed that other homeless just leave their blankets infront of shops in town centre all day and nobody takes them so it was easy for them There was also one canadian who played flute in town centre but he used to come to our homeless camp we made infront of abandoned building to smoke crack and we spoke to him, he said he used to sleep in some barn that was not used, it was owned by some woman but he spoke to her and she allowed him to sleep there.

>>25520101 You have to keep your cellphone in the pocket, right pocket and sleep on right side or left pocket and sleep on left side. I was sleeping in train station in antwerpen a month ago and my bag was next to me, i woke up and it was gone, i had nothing in it except some dirty clothes, a laptop that wasnt working, keyboard was broken and a used frying pan and a plate, safety shoes also.

>>25520109 Next time I need a car, no matter where i am in lithuania or some other european country, i need to buy a car to be safe if i become homeless again

>>25520097 You know what ive done is sleep in cars I go car hopping until i find an unlocked one and then set an alarm to wake up before the home owner will Sleeping in cars is great in an emergency Do you carhop? Every homeless teenager did it

>>25520101 where did you sleep in last years anyway if you were alone? it seems you had good places like that tranny toilet I couldnt sleep in such because I snore so if its very cold outside ther earent alot of places to go, abandoned building in a quieter area would be best and i would need a lot of stuff to put on myself to not get cold

>>25520122 I didnt, i wouldnt find any unlocked cars anyway, seems weird i couldnt do it

>>25520124 I dont recall actually sleeping during my schizophrenic episodes I dont know what i did while i had no shelter Literally just smoking meth stems i find on the ground

>>25520132 crack is expensive im glad i only needed alcohol and in the worst case i would always get enough for sleep and then next morning repeat

>>25520126 You always get a flashlight when you carhop for some reason every car has one Change, smokes, thats about it. Once wefound the car keys and drove the car around but we didnt have anything to do with it beyond that so we abandoned it

>>25520136 Why not just ask for spare change?

>>25520134 Do you ever steal alcohol? Ive done it hundreds of times at this point Every day for years basically They only need to catch you once though and then its over

>>25520139 no i didnt

>>25520138 I just dont do that People dont use cash anymore too

>>25520142 i always got enough just asking for spare change, in lithuania it was only worse because alcohol sell times are 10am-8pm and 10am-3pm on sundays, so even if i have money i can't buy, so easier in UK, i was homeless in spring here 2023 for like 2 months, i always went to sleep in night shelter that allows drunk people, drunk tank basically wher ehalf the people are taken there by police, others who are homeless but cannot go to the proper homeless shelter because they are drunk, they always took my backpack but never took anything from it so i had bottles of mouthwash in there, never show them to other homeless, leave and go chug behind a tree, smoke a cig, get the relief and go to central bus station where i'd start begging.

>>25520141 Once ypu unlock stealing the world feels like a joke Its like you can have a disdain for expensive shit I dont know how to express it The world is your oyster 9/10 times you get caught they just tell you to give back what you took so there are no consequences either Definitely being able to steal is why im not literally dead today Ypu get to enjoy luxury items you never ever would have tried as well

>>25520155 im only interested in alcohol

>>25520154 You drink mouthwash lel Im not sure ive ever done listerine but i know i had native friends who did

>>25520161 It's not listerine, lsiterine costs 7eur and you can buy proper bottle of vodka for that the mouthwash sold in kiosks costs 1.50eur for 0.5l bottle 20% and its never used for mouthwash, only alcoholics buy it and theres "perfume" that is 60% 0.2l bottle also not used as a perfume only drunk by alcoholics

>>25520158 My grandparents have a really fancy high quality of life, they live in like a 5 million dollar house, so im actually a snob. I like having expensive tastes I have this organic ceremonial grade matcha in my bag rn its like 50 dollars

>>25520165 Even though i drank every day for a long time i never had any kind of alcohol dependency I think the amount you need to drink must be absurd to be a full fledged alcoholic

Unfortunately im disowned by my family because im a homeless

>>25520169 I am back but only temporarily to fix teeth and nose, i can get kicked out immediately if my mom smells alcohol or something If I leave and work somewhere even if its for a longer time, it would be very hard to come back even if i stay sobre for a year before i go drinking because mom wulld tell me where you stay for 1year in a forest singing about god

>>25520176 she would tell me to go to that rehab in the forest for 1year to sing about god in the forest.

>>25520178 Rehabs are so fucking stupid I cant quite capture a snapshot of the kind of mind that believes in rehab. Its like they think every doctor is doctor house and the system works It doesnt work, nothing really works

>>25520178 I spent like a year in jesus camp for rehab a couple years ago The only reason it worked to keep ke away from drugs was because it was in the forest Literally everything they did was retarded They didnt let you listen to music because its satanic I suffered so much without music i need my music

They delayed my court for like a year becajse the courts were waiting for me to go through the program but it turns out i slwas supposed to ask to move on to the next phase or some shit So fucking frustrating

I listened to musoc as soon as they gave me my phone back in phase two so they semt me back to phase one NO.MUSIC! Im going to vandalize them

>>25520190 Lmao, I left such rehab after a few days, my mom fooled me into coming back to Lithuania like that in 2023, said everything is fine there, even told me cigs are allowed there but even smoking cigs was not allowed there, they banned us from TV for a week because the person working in the kitchen shouldnt have been working in the kitchen, they sing about jesus and you get a fine of 1hour of work if you forget to turn the light off when you leave your room

Literally footloose

>>25520190 did you have phone and internet in rehab?

>>25520199 we had these phases there too

>>25520204 Not in phase one which was in the forest I was in phase one for a year they just did not advance me.in the program I was there by court order When i got to phase 2 i listened to music and got sent back to phase one They finally kicked me.out eventually for fiddling with a rubiks cube and i went to a new rehab where i lived for another year under court order It was a good one though, or rather a bad one No supervision or programming literally just rent a room and do whatever you want Not even drug testing Eventually they kicked me.out for smoking weed but i lived there for like a year and i stole and drank every single day

That was when i made my retirn to khc I had not used khc in like 2 years

And thats from when the photo i uploaded is from That shirt was like 200 dollars btw

Stolen lmao

No beer and no internet makes bernd go crazy

I utterly deapise christians and christianity Thats why i tell people im a satanist now even though im like a true believer in god

>>25520237 I dont mind church people or street christians who talk those rehabs are another kind of schizo stuff

I dont steal alcohol again If im arrested for the same thing a third time i might actually go to prison this time especially since im on probation Ill wait until my probation is ove4

>>25520246 Its totally retarded too because jesus was dionysus and drank wine like a fish

Posting in a schizo thread

>>25520266 Natalia my love

>>25520259 I was in mental hospital in 2018 and there was a guy who said he was thinking that he is dyonysus or posessed by dyonysus. that guy was also a famous actor outside of mental hospital

>>25520271 Philip k dick says that dionysus is the god most likely to posess you which is unfortunate because he is also insane

>>25520271 Ove accepted the spirit of dionysus as well The colors are his system, so is the cat dog rat thing

I already decided to believe all my schizo shit theres no reasoning with me anymore

>>25520283 Being homeless can be boring so I also always live in the schizo world when im homeless again.

>>25520304 You gotta try meth Its like mana for a schizo

>>25520342 Alcohol helps me to be a schizo too.

wtf thread

>>25520345 It would help mine too Thats jesus you know