My life is like being in a waiting room

I only remember moments of extreme awkwardness and miserable failure. I never remember my meager triumphs.

>>25517202 Its like i forget entire character arcs and then im like holy shit i cant believe that happened I literally have schizophrenia so my memories are bizarre I went years fully schizo but i dont normally remember any of it Ive been out here for like 3 or 4 years or something just doing nothing running in circles stealing clothes I went so long without even a cellphone because i was too schizo to figure out how to get one I used to climb on top of buildings and shit because the colors told me to and shit My dad used to do this thing where he would tell me to wait for him to come back and then he would just leave and never come back and he got me.with that so many times and i always waited The voices called me an abandoned dog That was before i was a cat

>>25517202 I think i have ptsd

I was just going through some old boxes of toys I have and got hit in the feels when I found a bit of LEGO that my old dog left some teeth marks in where he bit it

>>25517240 Bernd posted a picture of my face from like a year ago or something and it triggered me

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>>25517260 i find it helps to keep physical momentos from certain times in your life to aid with memory

>>25517307 Ok so when i was sent to the psych ward like a half a year ago i had stripped naked so while i was at the psych ward i owned literally nothing and everything i own now i got after i was released or escaped rather I have nothing like a physical memento

I gotta say it again i wish i wasnt on these fucking antipsychotics i want to get properly high on meth I want to go to schizo land too I miss the voice in the wall