At this point, if only I dedicated my free time in pursuit of climbing the ranks of an important company, I'd have private knowledge about that which is precious and no amount of schizo /pol/ retard would be able to have it If only I spent that time scheming, trying my best at socializing, doing my best to perform the best, doing my best to manipulate people, I could achieve that Instead I spent this disgusting and revolting and rage-inducing time on imageboards interactign with failures and "human" trash that would've been better off dead, literal parasites that feed off electricity and whose ideas and hypothetical scenarios outweigh real, actual living and experience with the outside world I coud look back and see all that I built if instead I had done this but since I didn't I can't