wrong.

Heh, same.

the awareness of not having lived your life is the worst memory. all the things that you could have done, and never did. some bad memory that happened, humiliation etc. you get over quickly enough. but regret never goes away and eats you alive.

i have ptsd

>>25500649 all the decisions I have made based on "better to try than regret", I regret trying all of them. regret loses its effect, especially as you grow older and become disillusioned about the false promises of life amped up by youth.

>>25500657 >regret loses its effect, especially as you grow older cant say i agree i am full of rage and as the years go by my behavior is only becoming more unhinged and uncontrollable. regret has turned me into a ticking time bomb.

I did nothing with my life because the world failed to seduce me into doing it

>>25500649 I regret not doing all sorts of things But everything I ever tried was a failure sad

I lived like that throughout my school life, but in Uni I have become happier than ever. I have friends, I joined clubs, I have met people that think like me, etc. Your way of thinking is so toxic that the only person hurt is yourself.

>>25500852 How would you feel if those things had turned out the opposite way - failures instead of successes?

bump

>>25500852 >Your way of thinking is so toxic that the only person hurt is yourself. And that's for the best, in the end. Bernd deserves nothing more than to be put through his own Hell for being a mouth-breathing sperg retard. That'll give him plenty of practice for when he finally dies (a good thing, since another useless autistic retard burden is removed from this world) and goes straight to Hell to burn for eternity.

>>25500852 Zoomer detectado Just wait until the real world hits you like a truck after school

>>25504253 Kek, I did not know mohammeds could speak Español. But I pity you, you live in a country filled with the most retarded people in the world, perhaps that is why you are miserable

>>25504286 Big words since latinx and sandniggers have the same average IQ Wait until your friends move to different cities after graduation and talk to you max once per month and you have to worry about rent

>>25504227 are you okay man

I cant say I experienced anything worthwhile after school (over 10 years ago). I finished university, went to mental ward, played some games, thats about it. The last 10 years are just a blurry smush of nothing.

>>25504605 No

>>25504605 I'm self-aware.

That is one way to put it

>>25504605 Mutts are mentally ill.

>>25500643 wrong I havent lived my life, most of it then in late 30s I did a speedrun of things i missed in my teens- travelling, dating few gf, all the relationship drama, going to parties etc. One of the most intense memory is talking with a woman till 2 am on a cold night outside, we were breaking up. it was very sad, but after that I felt like I checked out another thing I had missed as a teen.

>>25500649 >lived your life What are the criterias? Travelling, drugs, hookers, being a top athlete?

>>25508629 doing things that make you feel

>>25500643 But it´s your live as a true individual, not like those other remotely controlled copypasta biographies which all look and feel more or less the same.

>>25508631 Acid trips are basically that. Emotional roller coasters.